I keep having these dreams where Sib and I make up and are friends again. When I wake up, its really depressing. For awhile now, I have been thinking of sending her a letter. The gist of it would be: I think I made the right decision, but I'm really sorry about how I handled the situation, I miss you, let's make up. P.S. The reason why this letter is so long after the fact is I thought if I didn't give you time to cool off, you would rip me a new one.

Probably a bad idea, I don't know if I'm going to do it. *long suffering sigh*