So I haven't heard anything from the station, which means I'm probably not hired, she said since they needed someone right away, she'd call Wednesday if I got it.

So all that worrying was for nothing. I'm back to being a total loser that all employers dodge like a leper for some reason that I can't figure out, instead of being a loser who can't decide whether not to take a job I'm unsure of or stay (and I've been told by a good portion of people that I'm a total wuss, thanks).

Sadness.