So, today I did nothing. Absolutely nothing.

I think that's half the reason I complain about being old all the time. Because 23 isn't that old. But it feels like I've wasted so much time doing nothing, like I have had not even as many experiences as a 15 year old. That and having as many health problems as a senior.

And yeah, I know I'm whiney. That I should just get up and do something. But you know what? A lot easier said than done when you have very few friends and suck at making new ones and suck at getting jobs even though you've applied to like a thousand.