So the pancreas.... doin' alright. I've spent yesterday and the day before doped up on pain pills, which is always fun, and today I'm doing okay without them. I actually got Friday and today off from work at the station, which is kind of a plus. Honestly... I dread going there. And then once I'm there it's usually not that bad. But when I'm at home thinking about it, I'm just like, "dontwannagodontwannagodontwannago." I guess it's the unpredictablity of the job that worries me, which is stupid because that's why I wanted to go into this biz in the first place, I didn't want to get all bored doing the same thing every day. Anyway, due to my mom's overprotectfulness, I'm probably not going to work tomorrow, though I think I could if I wanted to.

Phoemeister: wouldn't it be ironic if green lantern really didn't like green
Phoemeister: but was..... you know, stuck with it because of that stupid ring?
Sui: haha
Sui: "god I hate this stupid color"
Phoemeister: he'd beg and beg for it to make something blue
Phoemeister: but all he could get was green
Sui: I long to be the fuschia lantern
Phoemeister: DUDE
Phoemeister: you would be a KICK ASS fuschia lantern