So I visited TV-10 to get a chance to talk to my news director on how much I hate my job and what I should do, etc. She calmed me down a lot, I think I am still going to go for a career as a photog, and if I still don't like it, THEN give up. She said that there are jerks no matter what job you have, though it is worse in the media because of the egos, but that I should give it a try. Things are better at a lot of other stations, especially when you end up being not the lowest person on the totem pole anymore.

So now all I have to do is write cover letters. And if I get an interview, not act crack addicty.

I'm nervous again already.